the mind of a lunatic, no that's not right... the mind of a mad man, no that's not right either... the mind of a random guy who doesn't know what he wants out of life.. yeah that's right..
so lets talk about fantasy, so of us live in a happy world where things are never dark, well till you walk down that ally when its pouring rain and all you hear is the rap, rap, rap, of the rain on the metal dumpster, or was it the tin roof of the building you walked into...
fantasy worlds are the escape from reality we all love we all dream about and we all want to visit we all have our own not like the realms of magic and dragons like I live every day but our own happy place what is yours.. ill tell you mine, I look at the world as a looking glass to the future every step has a million directions and we can chose a few paths yet they are not determined directly and we can get spun around in an instant. I like seeing the outcome of the many directions and thinking of them. life has its ups and downs and we cant let the what ifs and what nots drowned us anymore, they just hold us back so why don't we take a walk to the fantasy world in my next post ill share a part of a book I am writing and I would love info back.. what I can do better what people like..etc.. talk to me
Monday, September 7, 2015
Saturday, September 5, 2015
ranger
Ranger
so what do we call a ranger, some think of a truck others think of a forest guard or hunting guide, but not me, a ranger is a warrior of great renown who is lawful-good or as some call it believes in the greater good of all who wants to make others feel like they can do better. So there is this one ranger who I have come to love who has lived 200+ years and may live more, I am talking about R.A. Salvatore's character Drizzit Do'Urdden really weird name but he went from the realm of the dark elves who are evil and vile except for like 3.. Him included, there skin is ebony and there eyes normally blood red bright and gleaming of death. But again his was purple like amethyst, he had a long journey ahead of him and knew he might not make it but knew his life had to change so I based myself off him. Threw high school I always did I felt like he was a perfect role model and I really enjoyed this story and still do I can say this author has kept me drawn in with his books I search for them as soon as I walk in a book store.
So what is your story mine is still just starting but changing yeah I have lived 24 years but is that really old?
so what do we call a ranger, some think of a truck others think of a forest guard or hunting guide, but not me, a ranger is a warrior of great renown who is lawful-good or as some call it believes in the greater good of all who wants to make others feel like they can do better. So there is this one ranger who I have come to love who has lived 200+ years and may live more, I am talking about R.A. Salvatore's character Drizzit Do'Urdden really weird name but he went from the realm of the dark elves who are evil and vile except for like 3.. Him included, there skin is ebony and there eyes normally blood red bright and gleaming of death. But again his was purple like amethyst, he had a long journey ahead of him and knew he might not make it but knew his life had to change so I based myself off him. Threw high school I always did I felt like he was a perfect role model and I really enjoyed this story and still do I can say this author has kept me drawn in with his books I search for them as soon as I walk in a book store.
So what is your story mine is still just starting but changing yeah I have lived 24 years but is that really old?
food or not??
so food.....
we all like food.. for substance, for fulfillment, for fun, for pain.... we all have a crutch mine is not food when I am upset I don't eat, in fact I have starved myself in the past, I have been so upset things felt like they have fallen apart, but I keep telling myself its not as bad as that guy, its not as bad as this one or that it can always be worse and it can, life is full of un-expectancies and miss haps which some try to hide and others try to just blow off but I tend to over try and fix.
now enough about food, what about music that is fulfillment be it rap, rock, metal, pop, new-age, nu-metal, grunge, or many others I could just go on about like ska that is a diverse music, strange but we all know a ska band and it is "Sublime". When the lead singer passed just like Kurt Cobain we all morned we all felt a loss to the emotions and draw of their voice or style the way they composed themselves to the audience and it is good to know that there are bands that still do have that feel for the listener. David lead singer of the band "Foo Fighters" former drummer for "Nirvana" has played on stage after breaking his leg he once said "It is nice to write 82000 songs and get 82000 different responses and feelings from it", those words have still to this day been one of my most favorite quotes. Much like Kurt, "be hated for who you are than loved for who your not."
ok so I have been up since 6:30pm yesterday been stressed but not broken ok maybe a little but I know I will probably over do it some but I don't mind I am kinda full of energy and its crazy figuring out my living situation and how to fix that and other problems I don't want to get into at the moment, I have to say this is a great escape, makes my creative side escape for once....
I shall talk more, ramble or what not thank you for reading let me know what you think...
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